love

caramel bugles and me...its real. love.
saturday at home all i can think about is leaving in search of more...caramel bugles

tuesday..

tuesday is hurting me ...i feel anger for no reason and loss yet have it all..yesterday i went to the beach yet i didnt get in the water..i need to work on http://www.etsy.com/shop/cozystudio today yet i want someone fun to help me..someone fun..i will provide cash and candy....only problem there is no someone

i want to add my cozy ness here, my etsy stuff to the side..anyone dare to help..anyone out there..im here
also i want to bog about art and music and sex and i want to know things ive never known.i want people to read and tell me things i need to know about LIFE. et al. i need the feedback. i wonder what people think?

jimmy at chirstmas circa 1965

i must i must i must

write a short story or more about my father and his mother. early back in brooklyn before the war...and then after, until the early 1970s, maybe snippets will start here. i think this is the beginning of one.." jimmy was a wild kid.." his mother loved him but treated him poorly" the only boy first born child to james lonergan and maraget smith. there were 3 gilrs after jimmy...

this cozy life: albinos

this cozy life: albinos: "this animal is weak, an albino fawn...i wonder if its grown healthy..why does this happen? i mean i know why..but whats it mean to you or me..."

albinos

this animal is weak, an albino fawn...i wonder if its grown healthy..why does this happen? i mean i know why..but whats it mean to you or me or anything or one...it is like when black cat crosses the road? maybe seeing albino fawn brings GOOD LUCK to us all. lets think it does..this thing is scary yes but a sweet dear/deer. i found these pics a while ago could never find again. the person who had the deer made it seem illegal to even own the poor thing..i'll take it and love it
and never let it thinks its anything but magical  ♥♥♥♥

its a new day new post

 i really wish a had a lamb an baby lamb,  how cool i would be? when it was grown i would use i's wool to  make sweaters . my sweaters made with my lambs wool. then i would dye them in tea and coffee so they would be lovely and  NOT smell like my lamb..i have dogs i could've made A LOT of things with all the dog hair of the past nearly two decades..thats frida in the pic shes 10, shes a good dog, a great daughter dog ♥

saw cyndi lauper this summer with my dear friends from 20 years ago.i love cyndi  i wish i could hear her the way she really sounded that nite. i loved this nite.i never saw madonna, michael jackson or prince. but finally cyndi, i really wished i couldve hugged her that nite, she made  me cry good tears and stephen and yvonne too

i like simple things yet im am very complex

i really have tried to find my old blog...i also tried another site last week to begin anew . but im such a sad blogger im afraid and have NO advice.. so im starting with the feeling that no one in the world will read my blog,.
like im free from facebook and tell the word app EVERYTHING and things that make ME happy and pictures of the simple things that bring me joy,,,,,, and all the secrets i know...the things i have done..the people that have shaped me..for good and BAD