its the end of december the end of another year

 i really wanted a super graphic rad mod beautiful hip blog , but for some reason(s) i never create it. so i decided if i  write more and write as i think and speak that my blog will be more for what i want and need it to be ... to express me. thinking and thinking over thinking with out pause without period  with commas,  i know i wont get alot of readers or fans with poor punctuation and or ignorant grammar  but its how i speak, welcome to my world. COZY. so today is kinda the last shop day  for christmas . then there is tomorrow friday which should be but is not the actually last shop day for this christmas. off to the madness now ... i am heading for my MALL local mall that i have not visited once in this christmas season. a usual tradition for me not to go at all. i shop retail i make things i give vintage and cash but for some reason i dont score at the mall. never really have even back when it was for hanging out in.i was teen mall rat wanna be. i was teen mall rat in the south which was kinda fun . i was a teen mall rat on long island was way fun but needed money or daddys card which did not exist for me. so off to the mall christmas eve eve eve 2011